Can you imagine a time when the truth ran free

It’s been a long time since I wrote a blog post, but its been a long time since I felt the need to.

I’m so scared right now. I don’t know if juggling two jobs and school is the right choice or not. I feel like I’m not giving myself enough time for my schoolwork. I’m running out of time everywhere and I miss my friends. I’ve already asked not to work on mondays but it seems like it hasn’t helped a whole lot. I have no weekends. weekdays are for school AND work. I have no me time, and I’m struggling to fit in my assignments.

But the thing is, I need the money. If I work now, I’ll save enough money to maybe only need ONE gap year. My big fear right now is that a gap year isn’t enough to save up for university.

I’m already halfway through this blogpost and I realise that typed out words will never be able to encapsulated how stretched out and torn and confused I am right now, emotionally physically and mentally.

I’m jealous of the rich and secure.

I’m holding down two part time jobs with mediocre pay, and my final year in polytechnic. I’m sacrificing my social life. no going out with friends unless they visit me at work, or we hang out at school, during class or project meetings. My back is totally ruined.

I am barely thinking straight, but I’m forcing myself to appear calm and composed

queendeanwinchester:

queendeanwinchester:

queendeanwinchester:

i might have just downloaded sims for the sole purpose of finally giving the winchesters a happy god damn life

so the house fucking burnt down with their elder inside 

Guys please stop reblogging Mary’s ghost is haunting the boys it’S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE

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arisaavena:

hiddledbythebatch:

territorialcreep:

rusharound:

atomiccrowbars:

stitchedego:

thebaronofthebells:

liking someone who is already in a relationship

Liking someone who likes you back, but they’re already in a relationship

Liking someone who doesn’t like you back

 

Liking someone who doesn’t exist.

Liking someone

Liking yourself

this easily became the best thing on tumblr

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super-wholock-avengers:

sherlocked-inside-the-tardis:

keep-it-loki:

nataleeleoalways:

GAY CUPID ON STEROIDS

RHINOCEROS BEETLE

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